ADDICTED

I think it was all because of addicted enrique.. watching his video and i don't know why it touched me a lot. just imagining abt me and her.. suddenly an immense feeling of love aroused in my heart and i just wanted to love her as much as i can. but in the grounds i cant do that because of some "khassi" restrictions. i just kept on capturing her throgh my eyes and thinking that i was in a bad mood she just treated me so sweetly, telling some stupid jokes and just like a sweet baby she was looking so sweet and i was enjoying those sweet moments, her hand over my hairs carresing them.. she was so muaaaah!!!! that i couldn't speak anything, just wanted to feel her.. but as the hour hand was approaching the 8'o clock mark, we had to leave.. and then the time came and i thought i should tell her wats in my mind on our favourite spot while loving her.. arms hung around and i was telling her abt that video and how i felt so intense emotion of love towards her, i had so much to say. i was just loving it.. but.......
she was just like 'its 8 we should leave' (although our watch is 4 or 5 min. ahead)
perhaps she couldn't understand my mood completely, i just wanted some words and a hand of comfort.. anyways it happens but that one was really a very much diff. from day to day. and that feeling was so rare.
but then i think one should not be so emotional although it gives us a very beautiful feeling, a very comfort feeling but at the same time as in this case it annoys u very much it gives u so much pain.
-But yaar its neither her mistake nor its mine but that was one situation..
-But then i think she should understand my feelings
I dont know but i know that i should go with "never mind, it happens". be happy and try to keep her happy..
as she is hearty soul..
I love u !!!
MUAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
urs truly
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