well i am not goin on right path, the path which i had chosen earlier....
the path which is full of good deeds.... the path which doesnot contain any frustration kinda things....

should not ask anybody to improve when i know that i am also at fault many times.... ahaaa.. not many times rather i should say most of the times....
if i will not see to my faults and try to improve then i dont have any right to ask anyone to improve....
come on man how could i forget this shit.......
ok now i gotta control my self....
i gotta stop these coldy wars weekning our relationship........
and this can only be done by submissiveness..... and yes one golden rule.....
dont behave like fuddus........ just be quick always and dont cry on illogical issues.... try to manage everything myself......

let her calm down and then treat her as a child and then tell her about the whole scenario........
yaar agar wo illogical hain to kya tune bhi aisi hi fuddu baatein karni hain???
na... and i know if i think and plan all this... iwont be able to work on it....
o GOD plzzz help me...........
i m surrounded by so much of shit.....

hows it??? ur girl friend saying that that guy has now gone for a week... how would i pass my week now.... i m goin to call and ask him to come soon... "main kaise rahungi uske bina"
no i dont feel much angry towards him..." uspe gusaa hi nahin aata, wo baat hi aise karta hai ki gussa, noway"

man that guy is great...
hats off to u man....

but koi na i am not goin to show any possessiveness this time....

i am coollll...

I dont know whether i am right or not... but yaar this is really killing...
Am i being over possessive ? some times i think no but sometimes may be...
But i should not react to all this... That would be no good... just calm yourself everytime... That person is not your private property... She is free to do anything she wants... I should love her as she is... i just get burned out when she gets herself involved so much emotionally with some other guy... man she cannot live without him and me too... how can some one other share my place...

(koi na bachu agar ek din maine aisa kiya na to pata chalega how does a burning heart feels...)

And sometimes its so bakwaas... ghatiya se illogical arguments... are girls made like this only... O god i should have known this before...

But can do nothing about it now... its better not to think much... and get going through... and if i m right then one day everything will set right...
Have faith... and just love her and not much pempering...

saala humein to kutta hi bana liya hai, khud jo marzi karein aur jab hum kuch karein to "look at the way you are talking", "tu pyaar se nahin bol sakta", "haan haan saari galti to meri hi hoti hai"....
Dont know when ll they start developing their brain like things...